abstemiousness.......

[adjective. not self-indulgent, esp. when eating and drinking:]

abstem — I owe you —sness.

how could i ever get t' the point wher'a thought like that could hold any kind of truth foolish like chasing wind never listening never acting with reverence fabricating false proof cutting deep now not only in this broken mind but too the divine one who guides my twisted heart through this storm of imaginary angst, why allow these wisps of smoke to control? gifted is this heart for there lies behind the cloud of poison Love and though light seems so far now and i may feel like on the brink. she shows how to lighten up lift the eyes to the future for this is simply a fools confusion and this problem holds only nonsense purity holds the key all it takes is ....